Decisions

This semester is THE semester. The semester that I decide if I’m cut out for Photojournalism. To decide if it is something I truly love and want to pursue to the rest of my life. With that in mind, I’m currently taking two very project oriented classes within the Photoj spectrum: Fundamentals of Multimedia and Fundamentals of Photojournalism. We’ve barely dipped our toes into the water with both classes, but I can already tell that I love it. When I am behind the camera, I feel like I can truly see people.

I recently did a project for Photojournalism called Breaking the Ice. In the project, I was to take photos of 10 strangers and learn a little bit about each one. I’ll let you know now, this is one of the most difficult things I’ve had to do. I have a hard time approaching strangers because I hate to be a bother. I don’t like to irritate others and I often feel like people really hate when I try to take make their picture.

However, with the grade on the line, I had to put my big girl pants on and just do it. So I began to approach strangers and it turned out to be one of the best experiences I’ve ever had with photography. I met some of the most interesting people just walking down the sidewalk or working behind a counter. Even if I didn’t get a great story, I still learned about people. It’s something I love. I’m an observer.

Here are a few samples of the project:

Brandon-Kaldi's Barista

Brandon-Kaldi’s Barista

Claire-Occupy CoMo member

Claire-Occupy CoMo member

Vanessa-Animal Science major

Vanessa-Animal Science major

Something else that I’m extremely passionate about is Magazine Writing. I dabbled in it this past fall for the first time and decided I enjoyed it so much that I applied to be a columnist. When I actually got the column, I was elated. I get to spend all of Spring 2014 writing a weekly column called the Single Girl Diaries. It’s my way of expressing myself, telling silly stories and making people laugh. I enjoy so much that I have even considered switching from Photoj. (Shhh. Don’t tell my parents.)

What I want most is a blend of the two. Is that possible? I feel like I’m writing a letter to my advisor…

The conclusion that I’ve come to is that I LOVE journalism. I can’t imagine doing anything else. I just pray that I will be able to find a job in which I can follow my passions. I hope to improve my photography and my writing. I want to meet people and hear their stories.

#StandWithSam

At this point in time, the most newsworthy event in dear CoMo is the coming out of standout MU football player Michael Sam. Sam, who led the SEC with 11.5 quarterback sacks and 19 tackles in 2013, as well as expected to be a third to fifth round draft in for the NFL, decided to open up to the world on Feb. 9, 2014. More here.

I’ve never seen the students of MU come together to support one person like they have for Sam. The outflow of love and support for Sam from MU students is truly awe-inspiring.

Due to the attention Sam has been receiving, today, Feb. 15, members of the Westboro Baptist Church community planned to protest Sam during MU’s basketball game against Tennessee. See their schedule of protests here. (They are protesting country singing group Lady Antebellum for not using their platform to preach. I mean, sure, that’d be cool, but calm down WSB. Let the people sing.) After hearing this, a Facebook event was created by MU students Alix Carruth and Kelaney Lakers. The event gained the attention of thousands. More than 4,800 people RSVP’d that they would be in attendance.

As a photojournalism student, I couldn’t resist the temptation to stop by and talk to a few of those that had shown up to support Sam. Upon arrival, I was shocked. I had expected several people to be there, but it was 25 degrees and the basketball game was about to start, so I had doubts of large numbers. I was wrong. Very wrong.

A line, spanning from College Ave. to Providence had formed along Stadium. Westboro hadn’t even made their appearance, yet thousands from the community were standing in the cold. I met one group of people that had traveled two hours during their “Spring” Break to stand in line.

MU community forms a human wall in counter protest of Westboro Baptist Church.

MU community forms a human wall in counter protest of Westboro Baptist Church.

When Westboro finally arrived around 1:30 p.m., the human wall had begun to dissolve. However, the ratio of MU community members to WSB protesters had to be 125 to 1. The WSB members hid across the street on a small square of sidewalk and made little to no impact.

Students began to chant MIZ and sing the MU Alma Mater, standing as one. Chills crept up my arms as I watched the diverse group of people linked together in support of one individual. Regardless of your opinion on the matter, the fact that this community would come together to protect one of their own is absolutely amazing. This school has gone beyond my expectations. Coming from a small town, I never expected to feel so accepted and loved at such a large college, but we truly are One Mizzou.

Acknowledging the Perfection of Snow Fall

It appears that with the development of technology and the progressive movement of multimedia journalism, more and more readers seek great pieces that tell a story not only with words, but also visuals and audio. As readers, we want to hear the voice of the interviewee. To truly feel like we’re getting the full story, we want first person. Photographs do an amazing job of giving a glimpse into the story, but video and audio have made understanding the emotions a bit easier. 

In honor of the snow days this past week, I thought what better time than to bring into account the masterpiece that is Snow Fall: The Avalanche at Tunnel Creek by John Branch. Snow Fall was published a few years back in the NY Times as a multimedia feature, a multiple forms of media it is. Snow Fall tells the tragic story of several winter sports enthusiasts’ fates intertwining with a massive avalanche in the Cascade Mountains of Washington. 

What makes this piece so appealing is its use of visuals. The piece blends the written word with interactive maps and graphics, video interviews and pictures. It tells every angle of the story, including interviews with those involved, detailed descriptions of the area and even the weather that occurred leading up to and during the time of the event. At the end of the piece, Snow Fall shows where the survivors are now and how they’ve coped with the tragedy.

Snow Fall: The Avalanche at Tunnel Creek is truly the essence of multimedia journalism. There are so many bits and pieces to the story that no one person could possibly produce the work shown in Snow Fall. The story is compelling on its own, of course, but if Branch had simply written the account, it would not have gotten nearly the acknowledgement and credit it deserves. 

After a little digging, I discovered the article, How We Made Snow Fall. It gives a detailed description of all the hard work put into the story and credits a number of extremely talented people that were a part of the crew. 

With a new standard in multimedia journalism, I can’t begin to imagine what every news outlet is working on. Snow Fall is extremely difficult to live up to. It is the epitome of multimedia, brought together in one amazing piece. But I think with such high expectations, a few news organizations have something good up their sleeves and I look forward to reading them/interacting with them. 

Wanderlust

I have this idea in my mind of what I want to do with my life and the person I want to be. Photography has always been my passion, regardless of whether or not I have any skill. It seemed like such a joke to pursue a career taking photos of people and places, but I’ve never been able to shake the desire to spend the rest of my life traveling the globe, learning about new and exciting cultures, landscapes and people. To share goodness, as well as tragedy. To make a difference. So I chose to pursue a degree in Photojournalism at the University of Missouri. So far, I absolutely love it. I can’t imagine a life in which I am not involved in some aspect of journalism. (But with my luck, I’ll be the person that scrapes gunk off the bottom of boats for a living.)

Now that I’m actually following my dream, I’ve begun to get cold feet. What if I’m not good enough? What if I don’t make it? How will I support myself? What if I’ve romanticized my idea of what photojournalism truly is? On the other end of the spectrum, I think what if I do make it? What happens to my friends and family if I am traveling the world? Will I see them? Do I really want to see the tragedies of the world? What kind of life will I have? Will I do more damage than help? The unknown has never been so terrifying.

In J2150, Shane showed us this video of the famed war photographer, Don McCullin. Watch here. It is a powerful piece with one hell of an introduction. The clip begins with this quote: “There was a sniper, he was trying to kill me, and he hit my camera which was by my face, and I still have that Nikon camera with a bullet hole in it.” McCullin goes on to tell the viewers that he wasted 50 years of his life. Fifty years. If that doesn’t make an aspiring photographer sick to her stomach, then I don’t know what will.

After watching that clip, I was feeling extremely disheartened. Why would I want to spend 50 years of my life doing something, only to regret it? Of course, McCullin didn’t choose the happiest of subjects. He captured death, starvation and depression. All the things that I hope to avoid like the plague. Does that mean I should just get a job photographing senior portraits and call it a day?

In desperation, I began to search the web for photographers that loved their jobs. Then I recalled Proof, a project by National Geographic that focuses on the photographers. One of the first videos of the project is titled, “Photographers on Photography.” I’d seen this clip before. It shows a number of NatGeo’s most active photographers, one of them being Randy Olson, an MU grad that I cyberstalk. (Fun Fact: He’s married to Melissa Farlow, another MU photo grad that works for NatGeo. Let me just fangirl for a sec.) National Geographic is my goal. The level I dream of achieving on a daily basis. I want to take photos that make a difference. I want to share the world with others.

NatGeo’s Proof was titled so because the photographers pictures are “proof of their passion.” They love what they do. They are striving to make a difference in the world. “Screaming for change.” Photography is a “universal language.” After watching this video, it is clear that none of these photographers regret their work.

So I’ve come to this conclusion. At some point in my career, I will hate photography. I will hate the subject of my photos. I will be overcome by emotion. But I’ve never wanted something so bad in my life.